Then, as if the director of the show realized its mistake, the curtains pulled back to their proper place, and I came back to, into the most overwhelming state of panic, disorientation, and paranoia.

然后，好像演出导演意识到了错误一样，窗帘拉回了正确的位置，我又回到了最令人难以忍受的恐慌、迷失方向和偏执的状态。