My sin is that my heart is pleased or troubled as things please or trouble me without my having a regard to Christ, thus I'm like, Eli the subject of punishment for not rebukeing sin.

我的罪是我的心随心所欲地高兴或烦恼， 而不考虑基督，因此我就像以利一样， 因不斥责罪而受到惩罚。