Went off, nobody knows where: as my mother did in my infancy—only with this difference, that he is a worse subject than my mother, if possible.

离开了，没人知道去哪里：就像我母亲在我婴儿时期所做的那样——唯一不同的是， 如果可能的话， 他是一个比我母亲更糟糕的对象。