Y'know I keep thinking that something stupid is gonna come up and I'll...

我以为会发生什么蠢事 然后我会做。

He thought he was reckless before, but he understands now—holding love off was the only thing keeping him from losing himself in this completely, and he's gone, stupid, lovesick, a fucking disaster.

他以前以为自己鲁莽了， 但现在他明白了——阻止爱情是唯一能让他不至于完全迷失自己的办法，而他已经走了， 愚蠢，相思，一场他妈的灾难。