I alchemized it into something healing not only for me but, inadvertently, for other people.

我把它炼金成了一种不仅对我有治疗作用的东西，而且无意中也治愈了其他人。

And I remember when I wrote that that first poem - and it was called " Silver" - and I realized that poetry could alchemize the hurt I was feeling into something different, into something beautiful.

我记得当我写第一首诗时——它被称为“银”——我意识到诗歌可以将我所感受到的伤害炼金成不同的东西，变成美丽的东西。