So, I mean, I hate that it was like sacrificing my children, butas long as I continue to believe that they are they are well taken care of and they are loved and all the things, then I can sleep easy at night.

所以， 我的意思是， 我讨厌这就像是在牺牲我的孩子一样，但只要我继续相信他们受到了良好的照顾和爱， 以及所有其他的东西，那么我就能够安心入睡。