Sheer bullheadedness on my part.The gesture would be well taken.One sign of plain friendliness on your parts would not open you up in any way.I couldn't even get my full meaning through on that sentence.

纯粹靠我的牛脾气。这个姿态很能被接受。在你这一方，一个平淡友好的表现，不会以任何方式让你敞开。我甚至没能把我完整的意思表达在那句话上。