Right now, you might be feeling like there is no way out, and you might be feeling like your only way out is to end it all.

现在你可能会觉得找不到出口，你可能觉得唯一的出口就是结束一切。

During his many years of exile, Qu grew increasingly depressed at the now burgeoning downfall of his homeland, so much so that he could no longer stand the emotional despair and decided to end it all.

在他多年的流亡中，屈氏对于他的家乡正急速衰落，愈感消沉，严重至他再也无法忍受情感上的绝望并决定结束这一切。