On days when I'm especially melancholy, I began constructing tables of organization....classifying people in the company on the basis of envy , hope , fear, ambition, frustration, rivalry , hatred, or disappointment .

在我极度悲伤的日子里，我便开始将公司的人员结构列入图表。根据嫉妒、希望、恐惧、 雄心、烦悩、对手、痛恨或失望，将公司的人员分类。