I'm not saying that this is not, not an utterance that is made by native speaking English speakers.

我并不是说这不是，不是以英语为母语的人所说的话。

When you go through life or go through speaking English thinking, " Oh, I would never be able to work in an English-speaking country, it's so hard."

当你在生活中或者在说英语的时候，你会想: “噢，我永远无法在一个说英语的国家工作，这太难了。”