I had no soft feelings for him. He stood over me and kept telling me not to cry.

我对他没有丝毫的感情。他站在我旁边，还不停地告诉我不要哭。

Then, instead of fleeing, instead of shouting as she had thought she would, she let herself be saturated with a soft feeling of relaxation.

然后，她没有逃跑， 也没有像她想的那样大喊大叫，而是让自己沉浸在一种柔和的放松感中。