In the days gone by, I have sometimes given money, but with trembling of another kind; it was as likely as not that I myself, some black foggy morning, might have to go begging for my own dire needs.

在过去的日子里，我有时会捐钱，但带着另一种颤抖；很可能我自己，在某个黑雾弥漫的早晨，可能不得不去乞讨以满足我自己的迫切需要。