Having said that, I did not choose destruction, I chose to pick up a camera instead of a gun.

话说回来， 我没有选择毁灭，我选择了拿起相机而不是拿起枪。

When the crash should come, he might somehow be able to save me from total destruction; I didn't know how, but he might think of a way, maybe.

当崩溃发生时， 他也许能以某种方式将我从彻底毁灭中拯救出来； 我不知道怎么办， 但也许他会想办法。