Meanwhile he already felt in the depth of his soul all the cruelty, dastardliness and baseness not only of that act of his, but of his whole idle, dissolute, cruel and wayward life.

与此同时，他已经在灵魂深处感受到了所有的残忍、卑鄙和卑鄙，不仅是他的行为，而且是他整个懒惰、放荡、残酷和任性的生活。