| 单词 | Stella |
| 例句 | As her mother went to get the bread, he winked at Stella. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Get up, Stella,” her mother urged, nudging her. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella had no idea what that meant, though she thought it was funny. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Although his voice was stern, Stella could see that even he was trying to keep his face from breaking into a smile. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z While her classmates began murmuring happily, Stella couldn’t shake a sudden feeling of foreboding. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z On the way home, Stella was in no mood to joke or play around with her friends like she usually did. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “What do you think you saw, honey?” her mother asked, reaching across the table to calm Stella’s fingers. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella pulled her jacket closer, buttoning up her resentment. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s first thought was to wonder if they knew any of the Klan members. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z That evening I lie on my bed, staring up at the ceiling as I do my nebulizer treatment without Stella. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Yeah, me and Mama are gonna start canning this weekend,” Stella said. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella Armijo boarded up the shed door, caught and reimprisoned the goat, strung two barbed wire strands above the chicken wire, and released the goat again. The Milagro Beanfield War 1974-01-01T00:00:00Z But Stella felt the tension in her mother’s arms, and she knew that in reality, fear hugged them both. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Just like Stella on The Voice, I could transform from a skinny, shy girl in a plaid shirt and jeans into a glamorous star in a sequined gown. Amina's Voice 2017-03-14T00:00:00Z When at last Stella had her safely up in the grass, the girl’s eyelids fluttered open. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s eyes flashed as she finished her mother’s sentence. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Then I look at Stella one more time as her eyelids start to flutter. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella could almost imagine going out to check her chickens for eggs and finding a big old eagle egg sitting there. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella knew there would be no discussion of school problems this evening. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When she had a pile of seven, Stella gutted and skinned and cleaned the rabbits as unconcernedly as she had denuded and disemboweled the roosters. The Milagro Beanfield War 1974-01-01T00:00:00Z Trying to find the source of the scream, Stella raced around the bank of the pond, then stumbled to her knees. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella, alarmed, ran to quiet him, but he broke away, his hair standing up in stiff tufts on his back. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “We teach our children about the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence in our schools,” Stella’s father said. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z By this time, the people in the pews were rolling with laughter, including, Stella saw, her mother. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Climbing down ponderously from the wooden buckboard, he tossed Stella and Jojo each a piece of molasses taffy. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I scroll down to the first entry, clicking on a video with a thumbnail of a young Stella wearing a mouthful of metal and a high ponytail. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella took a deep breath and spoke without hesitation. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The first woman, Annie Lou, told Stella’s mother, “We heard about the terrible fire last night, and the women of our church decided we want to help that poor family whose house was destroyed.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella cracked up—that was a good one! Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z She broke from the line just as Thelma began asking Stella’s mother a question. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z For sure, the icing made all the difference, but Stella wasn’t sure how to make her writing like creamed sugar. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z It works, though, and like magic the nervousness melts away from Stella’s face. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Finally Stella opened the notebook to a fresh page. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella got back down on her hands and knees. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella watched the teacher read the letter, then pick up one of the papers. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Not if the Klan has anything to do with it,” Stella replied, twirling the new bracelet on her wrist. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Like clockwork, my computer screen lights up, Stella’s long-awaited call coming in. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z After a moment Stella said quietly, “You’re not the only one with a secret.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella is the first to notice the change, but soon we all feel it. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z She handed Stella a Bazooka Joe bubble gum when her mother wasn’t looking. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Hours later, after dinner, after Jojo’s good-night book, Stella was still worried—it was taking everyone far too long to fall asleep! Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella looked down and tried to smooth her wrinkled dress, suddenly regretting that she had not taken the time to change her clothes. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Julia sits by Stella’s domain until it’s time to go home. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z And there, in the shadows of the trees across the pond, Stella could make out half a dozen of them. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella gave the tyrannosaurus one mighty shake and let go, reaching down to snap Riker up in her beak as the dino fell away with a yelp. Dactyl Hill Squad 2018-09-11T00:00:00Z “I found Abby Grant’s Instagram. It’s mostly art, and her and Stella.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella started to protest, but a firm push from her mother changed her mind. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella couldn’t help but hope there’d still be some left by the time the bottle made it way down to her. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella is lying in a pile of dirty hay. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella felt relief flood through her, and, for the first time since she’d found her mother, she cried. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z At this point, feeling more angry than frightened, Stella, with strong, sure strokes, slowly made her way to the bank of the pond. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z A waitress passes by their table and Stella waves her down. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella craned her neck to check the end of the group. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Her mother brushed her lips against Stella’s ear. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z That Stella had a good and happy life? The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “You made the only possible choice you could have, considering the situation. You couldn’t have done anything there, Stella. But you got him help!” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Yes, Mama. Yesterday,” Stella said, “but it doesn’t matter, because mine won’t get picked. Now, please, can we turn the page? I want to look at the clothes.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Man, Stella. Did I tell you how fiiine you look today?” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Mrs. Grayson did not say, and Stella for sure didn’t ask. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z And although Stella thought Jojo would have been exhausted from all the excitement, he tossed and turned until late in the night. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z As her family climbed into the wagon, Stella dared to ask, “What are you gonna do, Papa?” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella swooped a long, joyous circle, hooting her thanks and excitement, and then took off into the cloud-strewn skies. Dactyl Hill Squad 2018-09-11T00:00:00Z “I’m mighty scared of her daddy,” Stella admitted. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Stella. Now isn’t the time to be a rebel. Is this about Poe? This is about Poe, isn’t it?” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z There stood Stella Armijo, a two-foot piece of lead pipe gripped tightly in her brawny fist, over by the bunny bin, methodically annihilating the cute little critters. The Milagro Beanfield War 1974-01-01T00:00:00Z “I think when we get scared, they feel strong,” Stella reasoned. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella giggled and whispered to Jojo, “He looks like he just floated down from heaven or something.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z There wasn’t any way to save that house, Stella knew, and wondered why they kept up their efforts. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I imagine they pay us no mind at all, Stella. I don’t think we are important enough to them to be dinner conversation.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella walked out with them, and her jaw dropped. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z And thankfully, her mother was busy with the vegetable garden, so she didn’t notice Stella slipping in a little later than usual. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Wishing a hole big enough to swallow her would appear in the floor, Stella couldn’t look at the teacher. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “My mama said get some chairs so we can eat,” Stella said, a flush coming to her cheeks. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Mack says the vet’s coming in the morning if Stella’s not any better,” he tells Julia. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “But Stella—she points at the pre-op doors, where somewhere in the distance, Stella is lying on a table about to be operated on—“Stella is fighting for her life in there. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Even though she knew she was not part of this competition, Stella switched to chewing on her fingernails. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella watched out of the corner of her eye as Spoon Man chomped down on his third cookie and covered his mouth to stifle another burp. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I guess not,” Stella said, thinking back to what Mama had said about her grandmother not sleeping for twenty years. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella rubs her right front foot against the wall. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Twenty minutes later, just as Stella thought she was going to collapse with worry and anticipation, her father, the pastor, and Mr. Spencer emerged from the polling station, smiles lighting their faces. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Oh, come on, Stella!” he calls after me. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella looked up in surprise when Helen added, “I bet Mary let Joseph know that she wasn’t very happy about that either!” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I swing back to my computer, opening the tab to Stella’s YouTube page and scrolling to a video from last year labeled “Polypectomy Party!” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Mrs. Grayson gave her a questioning look, clearly noting Stella had yet to put one word to paper. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I didn’t just fall off the turnip truck, girl! But here’s the thing, Stella,” her father continued, “I don’t want you out there at night anymore. Too dangerous.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Tell your mama I got a purty little bracelet made of purple glass that I been savin’ just for you, Stella,” Spoon Man called out. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I know the writing part can be a challenge for you, Stella,” Mrs. Grayson said. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When Mrs. Grayson stopped by to check on Stella with a gentle hand on her shoulder, Stella mumbled something about a stomachache, and the teacher left her alone the rest of the afternoon. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z During one stunt, Stella stands on her hind legs while Snickers jumps on her head. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z But he put his arm around his wife, and Stella could hear them murmuring with amusement as they climbed back to the loft. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Instantly, Stella steps in front of Ruby to shield her. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z His voice had taken on a different edge, and Stella felt even more nervous. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Can I lie down with you and Jojo, Stella?” she asked, coming over. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Mrs. Spencer will be very pleased,” Stella’s mother said graciously. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Before Mack, before Bob, even before Ruby, I know that Stella is gone. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella fingered the two dimes and a nickel in her palm. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella loved the feel of that table—she loved to trace the circular patterns in the warm brown wood. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z But Stella did not care, not one little bit. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Just...just getting medicine for my brother,” Stella replied, looking down at her shoes. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Looking over, I see Stella’s mom sitting down in the chair two away from mine, a cup of coffee clutched in her hands. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Strand by strand, Jojo and Stella walked around the tree, wrapping it with the popcorn, the buttons, and the garlands. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella moves to George’s left pocket and discovers a carrot. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z When I awake the next morning, I see a little trunk poking out between the bars of Stella’s domain. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z He rushed out of the house as Stella watched, torn between following him back to Tony and making sure Jojo was taken care of. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Stella, honey—I might not be fit for dancing, but I can certainly stir some batter,” Mama said, stretching her arms for the bowl. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella felt like her feet had gone frozen—she couldn’t get herself to move away, but from the corner of her eye, she saw Tony running across the square. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella didn’t pause to think; she ripped off her jacket and plunged into the water, gasping as the cold grabbed her, soaking through her hair, a feeling she hated. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Without a second thought, Stella ripped it into wide strips, which she wrapped loosely round and round her mother’s leg. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella agreed 100 percent, but she wasn’t sure if she was allowed to say that to a white child. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella ran out to find the boys, who were already sneaking samples of okra and hush puppies from the makeshift table. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Be mindful of snakes sleepin’ in that dead wood, Stella,” Mama warned. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella shakes her head, throwing up her hands and storming off down the hallway. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “More like thick and tangled, like my hair,” Stella mumbled. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella had heard sermons about Moses so many times before that she thought she could give a Moses sermon. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella bit her lip to quell her rising panic. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella wasn’t sure what else to say, but thinking about her father’s words being burned, destroyed, made her stomach queasy. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella happily gathered a couple of soft ones that had fallen to the ground. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z They shared everything—from Stella’s worries about school, to how to win at hopscotch, to Carolyn’s sorrow when her baby sister, Wilma, had died three months ago. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella had no idea if she was doing the right thing or not. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z After the IV drip, I carefully slide on a pair of bright-blue gloves, making sure to keep my B. cepacia germs far away from anything Stella will touch. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella grabbed her mother’s hand as they climbed over a log on the path. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella bit her pencil so hard it snapped right in half. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z But Stella focused on kicking up clouds from the reddish dirt at her feet instead. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s thick, coarse hair never seemed to want to grow much past her ears. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “You say you could run like the wind, Tony,” Stella reminded him. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Yeah, I guess I did,” Stella said, her teeth now chattering. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella plopped down by the embers of the fire. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Last winter, Stella’s foot swelled to twice its normal size. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Mrs. Grayson, so patient, had let Stella work at her own pace, but still she’d struggled with putting it all together. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Um, before you go, Mack,” George says, “you might want to take a look at Stella’s foot. I think it’s infected again.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella said bye to Tony and grabbed a broom without being told. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z At the four-o’clock show, Stella can only get as far as the entrance to the ring. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella and Abby are sitting in a hospital room, artwork lining the walls like in her room now. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z So that afternoon, when Mama told Stella to get Papa’s hammer and a few nails and fix some porch planks that had worked loose, she’d jumped at the chance to be helpful, just in case. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “It seemed like this horse had a saddle and harness that sparkled—like it was catching the reflection of the flames,” Stella said, trying to remember. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella offered, pointing to the one horse and buggy that brought up the end of the line. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella sat up, and her mother pulled her close. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “But far more important than a glass trinket, Stella, is the joy you already got in you.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z With a hammer and two threepenny nails in hand, Stella Armijo emerged from her low adobe farmhouse one morning while Herbie reclined on his front stoop trying to read a book. The Milagro Beanfield War 1974-01-01T00:00:00Z Stella asked, trying to keep her voice steady. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s been taking care of all of us. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Mama was already stoking the fire, sweeping the floor, and warming up a few leftovers from the potluck meal when Stella woke up. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Her family paid no attention to her scribblings, and Stella surprised even herself—today she could hardly wait to write down what had happened. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella had helped her mother clean up after all the guests had left. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Girl, you done so good,” her father said as he checked Stella’s makeshift bandage. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella heard a rustling in the loft and hopped back up to get the coffee. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella gave Mama her school notebook, the one that held the paper marked with a F, the incomplete assignments that sat there like half-plowed furrows, the jumble of scribbles and thoughts. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z But as they rounded a bend, Stella perked up—they were nearly at Carolyn’s house. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z He disappeared back into his house, and Stella continued on down the road. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella said, covering her head with her arms and laughing. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Gradually more joined in, Stella as well, joined in singing words that hadn’t quite meant as much to her before as they seemed to at this very moment. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Dad,” Julia says softly, “what if Ruby ends up like Stella?” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Despite her fear, and despite the fact that the man’s voice was muffled through the fabric of the hood, Stella was sure she’d heard it before. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When her mother, beaming, nodded, Stella slid the black pair with the dark laces on her feet. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Pretty crazy, huh, Stella?” she says as the camera swings back to her and she adjusts her harness one more time. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella thought in fury as she swung the heavy pail to the next person. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z As Stella gaped at him, she sensed her mother sitting up a little taller, her daddy, too. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “This is my eleven-year-old daughter, Stella,” her father said, placing his hand on her shoulder. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The heavy work of Stella’s breathing sounds like the wind in trees, and I wait for sleep to find me. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella could tell Mrs. Grayson was trying to stifle a laugh when she said, “Sorry, but no, you can’t do that.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella gazed out at the few remaining leaves stirring in the sharp breeze. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Ruby looks thinner to me, more wrinkled than Stella ever was. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Jojo grabbed the bucket from Stella, ran to pump fresh water, and hustled it right back in. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I kick myself, the shock and horror that filled Stella’s face as she looked at me, the anger as she pushed me away, haunting me for the millionth time today. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z It seemed to Stella that every single person from her side of Bumblebee was trying to save the Spencers’ house. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The thing Stella liked best about church was that it was not quite perfect. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When the driver opens the truck, I know that Stella is right. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella first poured the cold water on the wound, watching as the oozing blood turned pale pink. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella tried not to show how satisfied she felt. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Two nights later Stella woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of Jojo screaming. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When she worked at the famous circus, Stella had to balance on a pedestal for her most difficult trick. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z To Stella, their father’s face, etched with worry in the lamp-lit room, was more frightening than any ghosts. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella twisted away but held on to that arm. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s mom pulls her dad into a tight hug. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z In the distance, she turns back to look at me, frowning, and nodding for Barb to follow her while the attending nurse keeps rolling Stella through into her surgery. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Bob heard from a rat, a reliable sort, that they tossed Stella’s body into a garbage truck. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella’s heart sank for a second time as she glanced out the window. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella looked to Carolyn, who made a don’t ask me face. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella nodded, thanked the teacher, then hurried down the road. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella used to perform in a large and famous circus, and she still does some of those tricks for our show. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Mama turned another page, saying, “Just a few more minutes now, Stella. We have chores to complete.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z So I keep looking, my eyes scanning the room while Stella taps her foot in the hallway impatiently. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella glanced at Jojo, smiled, and tried to cheer herself up. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z She plopped down beside Stella and wrapped the blanket from Stella’s bed around them both. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella howled, and it felt like a yes. Dactyl Hill Squad 2018-09-11T00:00:00Z Shoulders aching, Stella kept her hands tight on each bucket passed to her until the next set of hands took it away. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z But Stella felt the opposite of hot—she felt icy cold with fear. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Yes, but look how pretty these are,” Stella said. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I thought the Negro paper believed in reporting the truth,” Stella pressed, frowning. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Magdalys pushed gently on Stella’s neck, leaning her forward into a crouch so the approaching orphans could climb on. Dactyl Hill Squad 2018-09-11T00:00:00Z “I’m lovin’ this, you know,” she told Stella, pausing to take a sip of lemonade. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z An older white woman Stella didn’t recognize, walking heavily on a cane, was just leaving the building. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Never be afraid to be honest and stand up for what is right, Stella,” he said pointedly. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “But at least she has a fighting chance now. And you know what else, Stella?” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I already got the notification from Stella’s app and moved from the desk over to my bed, where the IV rack is, waiting for her arrival. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z For a moment, I’m not thinking about Ruby and Mack and the claw-stick and Stella. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella curls her own trunk around the baby’s. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella made room for Thelma, who took the bucket from Stella’s now throbbing fingers and passed it along. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “It’s only two weeks. Are you sure you can’t come? It’s our senior trip, Stella!” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z I freeze, looking between Stella’s door and my visitors. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Sometimes Stella tells stories of her childhood, of leafy canopies hidden by mist and the busy songs of flowing water. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Gently pushing open the door, I watch Stella for a moment. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Ooh-wee, this was a good idea, Georgia,” Mrs. Spencer told Stella’s mother as she finished her third piece of pie. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Stella, don’t,” I say, picturing her going clean through it into the freezing water beneath. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella gnawed on her pencil as Mrs. Grayson put on her reading glasses, slid away the twine from the package, and snapped the wrapping open. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Jojo sat in the back with Stella, busying himself with a bag of marbles, sorting them by color and importance. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella dug her toe into the muddy ground, but the fury she felt toward Dr. Packard flared up, and now there was no holding back. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Hazel? Hazel? It’s all right. It’s me, Stella. Don’t be scared, baby girl. I’ll take you to your mama.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I’ll hurry, Papa,” Stella said, taking note of the worry on his face. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Oh my god! Stella, we have to go right now!” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella couldn’t understand how school could ever be boring. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella grinned—Mama made the best apple preserves! Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella looked away from him and stared at the thick forest of pines that framed the road like whispering dark-green walls. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella found herself thinking about the frogs she’d heard in the pond. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “They captured her and put her in a box and shipped her off and here she is. Just like they did with Stella.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “He wasn’t hurt,” Stella says, “although I wouldn’t be surprised if his parents hugged him many times that night, in between their scoldings.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z But Stella says a truck will arrive this afternoon carrying a baby elephant. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella said her good-byes and started strolling back to Carolyn’s when she noticed a strange glow about half a mile ahead. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s father helped her mother climb onto the seat up front, and Stella smiled. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella was mighty glad to be joined by the others. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When Mack comes for Ruby, Stella whispers something in her ear. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “Sure,” Stella said, shrugging, still trying to feel as if sitting outside with a boy at three in the morning was a perfectly normal thing to be doing. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z After a few miles he asked Stella, “So, what do you have to write about so badly that you be sneakin’ around my house at all hours of the night?” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Thelma looked at her quizzically but recognized the urgency in Stella’s request and agreed. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella tossed the boots and gloves into a corner of the porch and rinsed off in a jiffy. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Oh, Stella, I’m so sorry. Please forgive me. Please forgive my father.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella rode home with her family in a daze, not sure what had really happened. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Only because Stella Beckett got one for her sweet sixteen.” We Are the Ants 2016-01-19T00:00:00Z Stella expected to see fire in Mr. Spencer’s eyes, fire like the flames that had made tinder of his house. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Finally he said, “You know, Stella, when I was eleven, I had to quit school. Grandaddy needed me to work in the fields.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Ivan,” Stella says, “it will never, ever be okay,” and I know enough to stop talking. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z The first result, though, is a YouTube page called Stella Grant’s Not-So-Secret CF Diary, filled with at least a hundred videos dating back six years or so. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z I hear Stella’s kind, wise voice: Humans can surprise you sometimes. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella and Jojo couldn’t scramble out to join the others fast enough. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Green and bendy,” Stella mumbled, shaking her head, pulling at the branches, twisting them this way and that, peeling away at the bark. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z It was huge, and Stella could hardly imagine how many books were in there. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella could smell the sharp sweat of the heaving animals, the acrid kerosene that kept the flames bright. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella wasn’t going to pass up this opportunity. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella curled into a tight ball, waiting for the hooves to pummel her, wondering if it would hurt very much when she died. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z My vision begins to fade, black swimming in from the edges, slowly overtaking everything until all I see is Stella’s face surrounded by a sea of black. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z As if on signal, Stella and her friends slowed, dropping their voices to a whisper, then finally growing silent. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Yeah, but your daddy got out,” Stella ventured. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Finally he said, “Bad writers don’t practice, Stella. It’s the good ones who care enough to try, who worry about getting the words just right. You are probably better than you think.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Leave the boy alone, Georgia. Today is Stella’s day. I get a good feelin’ right here when I think about what you did, Stella girl,” he said, tapping his chest. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The man flew, Stella said, like an ugly bird. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z It’s been a Stella Grant marathon, even with the lame CF content. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Putting on his hat and taking the corn bread with him, he headed out for the three-mile walk to the mill, where, Stella knew, he’d be lifting logs and sweeping sawdust all day long. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Other classmates joined them as they walked down Riverside Road, a name that made no sense to Stella, because it wasn't even close to the river! Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella looked around, as curious as her teacher. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z All morning, Stella strokes Ruby, pats her, smells her. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella cheered and clapped at the end of the story with everyone else. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Well, enjoy your shopping day,” Stella said, making her way to the store clerk as Paulette meandered toward the back of the shop where the homemade ice cream was kept. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Even from a distance, Stella thought their church was the prettiest in the county. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella scuttled farther away, stones cutting into her palms. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella waited to let others go ahead of her before getting in line, as she knew her mother would want. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella could still smell smoke in the distance. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Stella,” he gasps out, shaking his head, his own chest heaving from trailing after me. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “All right, Stella, you know what to do,” a voice says, holding up a mask in a blue-gloved hand. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Instead of answering, Stella concentrated on the last kernels of corn pudding. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella rarely had the chance to go anywhere alone with her father, and now she was on her way to Spindale—just the two of them. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Aunt Stella’s still asleep and I don’t want to wake her ’cause she said her foot was hurting but I’m really, really”—Ruby pauses for a breath—“really bored.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “Mama wasn’t positive,” Stella told him, worry making her mouth dry. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Let’s go find your daddy and mama,” Stella told her soothingly. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella sat motionless, hoping they wouldn’t send her out of the room. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z At last, Father started snoring loudly with gasps and grunts between—when Stella teased him about it each morning, however, he’d swear that he never made a noise. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z But Stella was right a few days ago. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z When I gaze at the food-court skylight, the moon Stella loved is shrouded in clouds. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z The odd flame shot up, and while the sight of it sent a flicker of a shiver through Stella, she also noticed that the fire’s glow gave everyone a blush of peacefulness. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The song in the background ends and Stella begins clapping manically, turning the camera to show her sister, Abby, smiling at her from the stage. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “The cookie was a gift,” Stella mumbled, the anger turning to fury. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella at one end, me at the other, and Poe in the middle with Hope and Jason on either side of him. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella grabbed Papa’s work jacket from the nail by the door. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella and Jojo nodded solemnly and headed out into the nippy, sparkling morning. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Relief that Stella gets to wake up a few hours from now and have at least five more wonderful years, filled with whatever her to-do list has on it. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Stella’s nervous. But I’ll be there to sing her to sleep, just like always!” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Rather than try to carry her to the loft, he gently laid his wife on Stella’s bed. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “You’re right, Stella. He loves me. And these past few weeks without him have been harder than I could’ve imagined. I love him.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z In the afternoon, I listened to some of the soap operas—Life Can Be Beautiful, Stella Dallas, Mary Noble, Ma Perkins—and what I heard depressed me even more. The Chosen 1967-04-28T00:00:00Z “Well, I am sure that attitude”—he mimics my shrug and hair flip—“is what’s driving Stella crazy.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z So instead of beginning her essay, Stella busied herself with getting ready to get ready. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z She sniffed it, nodded, and held it out to show Stella before tucking it in her apron pocket. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella glares at me over Barb’s head, and I give her back a big smile. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “I am queen and you gotta do what I say,” Stella declared, folding her arms across her chest. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “You’re taking the lungs, Stella,” my mom says next to me, her hand tightening around my arm. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella loves the moon, with its untroubled smile. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “Keep me updated, Stella. Barb’ll keep an eye on it too.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “You’re going to be the best chef in the world one day,” Stella says in agreement, and Poe gives her a big smile, blowing a kiss in her direction. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella kept coaxing her forward, then pulled the girl into her arms. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella saw her mother’s eyes narrow, but she switched subjects again. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Five years is a lifetime to people like us, Stella!” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Stella, thank you for keeping your mask on.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z The insects and tree frogs, Stella figured, had tucked themselves into some muddy place, just trying to keep warm. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z As they crowded into the store, Stella waved at Mrs. Cooper. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Carolyn Malone was Stella’s best friend, and not only that, their birthdays were just three days apart. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Because they visited the store so often, Stella felt comfortable enough to say hi to Thelma. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella and her mother joined in farther back. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Her father was quiet for the first few miles, and Stella did not disturb his pensive mood. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z She held out the book and looked over at Stella with a grin of her own. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Those always made Stella sit up a little taller. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When Julia comes, she sits by Stella’s domain and watches the new baby. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella couldn’t remember ever seeing her mother so angry. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella once teased me that elephants are superior because they feel more joy and more grief than apes. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Hazel leaned over into the aisle and called out, “Stella? How do you draw a picture of a hole?” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Dactyls scattered to either side as Stella exploded into the air above the silo. Dactyl Hill Squad 2018-09-11T00:00:00Z Clothes, food, bedding, shoes—everything a family could need—was thoughtfully and quietly left for them on Stella’s porch or at the doorstep of what was once her grandma’s house. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I walk back down the hallway, whistling, sliding onto my bed and grabbing my phone as FaceTime pings, a call coming in from Stella just like I hoped. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella inched forward, trying to get a better look. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella thought out all the rules and I couldn’t just follow them? Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella, now nervously circling the burl of the wood grain at double speed, thought tonight could be the one when she wore a hole clear through it. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella almost smiled at their discomfort, but her mother filled in smoothly. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Just as Dr. Packard was closing the door, Stella pressed her hand up against it. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella thought she saw a hint of a smile cross the teacher’s lips as they scooted past her to their desks. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Once Stella saw a trainer hit a bull elephant with a claw-stick. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z I peer at the road in the distance and then back at Stella. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z A tall, thin white boy whom Stella knew only as Kenneth leaned over and whispered to Thelma, “School together? Ha! We don’t go to school with them because we don’t have to.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella mutters something under her breath, a word she uses when she’s angry. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “Go on, baby. I’ll film it!” her mom says, and everything swings out of focus as Stella hands over the phone. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Sliding into my shoes, I sneak out of my room, heading down to the first floor, to the recovery room where Stella sleeps. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z I swallow, looking from her to Stella’s room, just past the nurses’ station. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Every night, when the stores close and the moon washes the world with milky light, Stella and I talk. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “Musta been a rattler,” her father declared, moving faster than Stella ever dreamed possible for someone carrying another full-grown person. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Every one of Stella’s classmates had been watching their teacher just as closely as she had. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella could feel the tension in the room. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella shook her head every time her gaze fell on that one. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella scooted closer to her mother, who very quietly slipped the purple bracelet onto Stella’s wrist. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z This one was called the Stella and the number only appeared in the older telephone book. The Thief Lord 2002-09-01T00:00:00Z Stella asked, still sucking and smacking her tongue to get the bad taste out. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z It took hours for Stella’s family to fall asleep that night. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z It was after midnight by the time Stella and her family dragged into their house, bone weary and covered with soot. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “You make my heart happy, Stella,” her father said. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Her father swung the door open while Stella grabbed the dog more tightly this time. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Looking up from my drawing, I watch all of them as they eat, talking about what Stella will do now, their words overflowing with love for her. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Anthony had come with his father, but the children had been told to make themselves scarce, which pretty much was what Stella was usually told when grown-ups started talking grown-up stuff. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I think about the promise I made to Stella, and the pictures I’ve made for Ruby. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z I think about Stella, my eyes traveling to the IV bag of Cevaflomalin. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella noticed that not one of the men even smiled. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z After we finish using our AffloVests, Stella hangs up to give her mom a call and to check in on her friends in Cabo, vowing to call me back in time for our nighttime pills. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella asks, moaning as she tries to move her sore foot. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella’s parents came rushing up with Jojo, his eyes so huge Stella caught the reflection of the fire in them. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Please stop talking about me and making me seem like something I’m not, Stella felt like screaming. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Her mother was lying just as Stella had left her, but she was trembling now. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Mama asked, her voice cracking, reaching for Stella. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella tucked her toes under the edge of her blanket. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z There was no way to be sure, but Stella decided not to take any chances. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The lights at the park that Stella never got to see switching on as another day ends. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z In the kitchen Stella hardly knew where to begin—Mama was already a whirlwind of activity. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When Pastor Patton finally came up to the pulpit, Stella could tell every single person there was wondering what he would say. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z At the general store, Stella pulled open the creaky front door. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The next afternoon my phone buzzes noisily, reminding me of an exercise session Stella programmed into my regimen. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella scrunched up her forehead, not sure of the answer. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z But Stella knew his turn was coming—he was saving his energy for the storytelling. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Almost in tears at his kindness, Stella thanked him once more and walked out of the store, the brown paper bag in her left hand, and the cookie in her right. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Aunt Stella’s sleeping. And there’s nothing to do.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella turned back to her mother, who was blinking slowly. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z My domain gleams with moonlight when I awake to the sound of Stella’s calls. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella grabbed the water bucket and hurried after him. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z So Stella peered carefully into the shadows, her only light the flickering remains of the burning house. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Mama, I told you I’d be right back. I’m here now,” Stella crooned as she lifted her mother’s head and placed the pillow under it. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s mother and Mrs. Hawkins linked arms, whispering, maybe even praying. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “She always said she was going to live wide open because Stella wasn’t able to.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “I need you to live, okay? Live, Stella. For me.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella grabbed a quilt, covered herself and Jojo on his bed by the hearth, and began to pray. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z He laughed at his own joke, but Stella was in no mood for humor. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella could tell he was about to explode, but Pastor Patton placed a calming hand on his shoulder. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z It seemed to Stella that the walking went a whole lot faster as they sang. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z As close to Stella as I can be. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “That fancy saddle. I’m sure I saw it that night,” Stella added. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella clamped her hand over her mouth, stifling her own snickers. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z A tall boy with wavy hair is facing a short girl, black crayon labeling them as Will and Stella. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Spoon Man, Stella noticed, simply sat there and watched the activity around him, sipping from a cup of sweet tea, nibbling Mama’s sugar cookies, and burping occasionally. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z It’s like a portable Stella that I always have with me, looking over my shoulder, reminding me to do my treatments. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z After perfunctorily wiping her hands on her apron, Stella trotted inside, returning shortly with a large cauldron of boiling water. The Milagro Beanfield War 1974-01-01T00:00:00Z Jojo, without being told, had taken over most of Stella’s barn chores. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella could not remember when she wasn’t surrounded by newsprint. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Stella’s going to be right at home here!” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella felt an eerie calm come over her. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When Paulette nodded, teeth chattering, Stella asked, “What in blazes were you doing in the pond in the middle of the night?” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella felt mighty nervous, but excited at the same time. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella had to admit she was glad her teacher had closed the grate—nobody wanted to be seeing flames of any sort this morning. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Dressed only in nightshirts, Stella Mills and her brother Jojo shivered in the midnight October chill. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella could swim, but she preferred not to. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “It’s gonna be all right,” her mother whispered as she smoothed down Stella’s hair. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z It doesn’t help, but I don’t tell Stella. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella exhales, fog swirling out of her mouth as we look back at the snow and the hospital, far behind us. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Then he called out to Rudie to get along now, and Stella kept her eyes on the trees standing sentinel as they passed. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella says, clamping her hand down over her sister’s mouth. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella sank to the dusty floor beside them, sliding close to her father. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I kinda wish I hadn't seen it,” Stella told him. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s foot hurts too much for her to do any hard tricks for the two-o’clock show. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “Stella, where will she look for you first?” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella’s voice comes through my speakers, confused and shocked. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella nods, a small gesture that makes her wince. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella felt especially dressed up this morning wearing the new glass bracelet. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z And Pastor Patton, Hobart Spencer, and Stella’s papa walked through the door and disappeared into the darkness of that office. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Circling Stella’s legs are long-ago scars from the chains she wore as a youth: her bracelets, she calls them. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella wasn’t certain Mrs. Grayson felt as confident as she sounded. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “You stealing roses, Stella? First a whole foot and now this?” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “This is your chance. And that is what we both want. Don’t think about what you’ve lost. Think of how much you have to gain. Live, Stella.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Oh my god. Is there? Stella, is there a cute guy there?” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z But Stella could read the fear on her face. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Mack shows her Stella’s ball, her pedestal, her stool. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella’s own parents couldn't stop touching her shoulders, smoothing her hair, brushing off her dress. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The chickens were always eager for whatever Stella tossed—worms and all. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I dream I’m with Tag and we’re swinging from vines while Stella watches. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella stopped short and looked at her brother. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z To Stella it seemed a small price to pay to live. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Go away, Stella,” his voice says through the door. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z I slam my laptop down, abruptly ending my Skype call with Stella as Barb and I stare at each other in a classic Old Western standoff. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella’s arms felt as if she'd been toting watermelons all day—everything about her felt heavy and slow and glum. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z After a bit, Stella said, “Tonight was fun. It was kinda nice having the whole neighborhood around. And nobody seemed too scared.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z They’re graceful the way Stella was, moving just enough, only as much as they need. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Still, Stella swung her arms through the water, searching, searching. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The song she chose was, to Stella’s mind, perfect. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The meeting was breaking up just as Stella decided she and Tony were about to surely freeze to death. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s father stiffened at the word “boys,” his face going hard, but Pastor Patton told the man calmly, “We have come to register to vote in the presidential election to be held on November eighth.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella pushed three chairs close together while Carolyn carefully placed the catalog on the table. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella raced through her chores, making sure the carrots were sliced perfectly, the potatoes peeled thinly, and the table cleaned and shined for dinner. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella hated touching fish guts even more than coop cleaning. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When school let out, Hazel thanked Stella and said she’d be able to finish it all by herself the next day. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Where is Stella, anyway?” she asks, and she goes to Stella’s gate. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “Should that be Michael’s problem? Or my family’s? It’s my sickness, Stella. It’s my problem.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z But the key facts were clear from De Nova Stella—that the object was fixed among the fixed stars and met every criterion to be regarded as a genuinely new star. The Scientists 2003-10-21T00:00:00Z We fly back up, the panda’s face coming onto the screen, Abby’s voice, breathless and giddy as she grips the panda tightly, screaming out, “Happy birthday, Stella!” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella wondered how silence could be so loud. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella did a quick, dancing sidestep, looking down to check her bare toes. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z She pursed her lips tightly, tried to look angry, then finally, explosively, she burst out with the biggest laugh Stella had ever heard from her. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella scurried over to help, delightfully aware of the clatter of her shoes on the hardwood floor. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I hit pause as the camera closes in on Stella’s face, all her features coming alive in the glow of the spotlight. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella leaned over and read some of the questions as her father went through the test. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I’m not sure,” Stella told her, thinking what a strange thing that was for the first grader to draw for the contest. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Her real name was Stella Huffer and her father owned the funeral parlor, but she made everyone call her Bunny. Dead End in Norvelt 2011-09-13T00:00:00Z Stella fixed them both with a steely glare, then said in her best royal voice, “Both of you must go and slay a dragon for me. Begone!” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Give it a try, Stella. Trust the words. Maybe that image will fade.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z A week later, just before Thanksgiving, Stella’s classroom buzzed: A large box of books had just been donated to Riverside from Mountain View School. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Rocks and small sticks cut into Stella’s feet as they ran. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I’m not sure yet, Stella girl,” he replied. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Not likely. But winter is coming,” Stella said, kicking up some of the crisp leaves along the road’s edge. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I hope it involves Stella popping out of a birthday cake in a bikini!” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “I figured those would be about your size,” Mrs. Spencer said, smiling as she watched Stella dance around the room. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z My name is Stella and I am me. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Honey, I’m sorry. I know it’s rough. But I'm doing this for you, for Jojo and Stella, for all of us.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella and Jojo dressed quickly and dashed out into the night, Dusty padding close behind. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Come on, Stella. We’re terminal. You have to have thought about it.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z As her father assessed the scene, Stella could almost read his thoughts. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z What Stella really wanted to know was what the rooms looked like—the books, the desks, even the pictures the Mountain View teachers posted on their walls. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s eyes went wide—she was being included with the women! Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Worse? What could be—?” Stella started to ask. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Lighten up, Stella,” I say, sauntering to the door. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella ran as fast as she could around the flaming house to the backyard. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Saturday morning bloomed bright like, hmm, Stella tried to think of a description her teacher would like. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Behind her, Stella stood perched, clearly doing her best not to destroy any buildings with those monstrous claws. Dactyl Hill Squad 2018-09-11T00:00:00Z After helping her mother clear the kitchen, Stella hurried to find her notebook. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I glance behind me to see a stone footbridge, turning back to grin at Stella’s pun. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella wondered what they thought of their house, then decided she didn’t care. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Tony tossed the stick aside, wiped his hands on his pants, and faced Stella directly. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z He reached under the glass counter, pulled out a cinnamon cookie, and handed it to Stella, still warm. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z A drawing of Stella, spinning around on that icy pond, moments before I told her I loved her. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella told me that some circuses move from town to town. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “It’s chilly out there, Jonah,” she said, deliberately changing the subject, Stella thought. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s mother sat up tall on the wagon seat, her gaze focused straight ahead. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I like to be called Stella because it reminds me of stars, and I like the night. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Doggone it, get a clue, Ruby,” he mutters, but Ruby isn’t moving, and neither is Stella. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella headed for the woods, trying to think like a six-year-old. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Jason! Hey,” I say, a little bummed that it isn't Stella, but still glad to hear from him. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z As they fell silent, Stella heard rain plinking steadily on the tin roof of the building. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z But Stella and Poe are making me want every second more that I can get. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Scattered rain followed them all the way home, but even though she was damp and her backside was a little sore from sitting on the wagon seat, Stella was in a good mood. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Because she remembers everything, Stella knows many stories. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z She huffs, and the two of them walk off down the hallway toward Stella’s room. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z When I got there, Mama was curled up on the couch with her nose buried in How Stella Got Her Groove Back. Dear Martin 2017-10-17T00:00:00Z I grab my laptop off my bedside table and open YouTube, clicking solemnly on a suggested video of Stella’s that I’ve already seen, because I am just that pathetic right now. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Carolyn, I’m sure Stella would be mighty obliged for the help.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella slowly pulled the awkward object from the box. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I see Stella look up through the glass and we make eye contact just as a strong gust of wind knocks the air right out of me. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z As her mother plucked the purple berries, Stella coaxed a half-dozen more figs from the tree and placed them carefully into Mama’s basket. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Mama, sitting with her leg elevated on a pillow, directed, guiding her on details Stella had never paid much attention to before—like boiling and frying and searing. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “What’s going on here?” he asked, grabbing her arm, looking from Stella to the men. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z And it dawned on Stella that he couldn’t read very well! Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “We all saved each other more times than I can count. And anyway, Stella did all the hard work.” Dactyl Hill Squad 2018-09-11T00:00:00Z “You could try remembering a good day,” Stella suggests. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella and Jojo jumped out of the way just in time to avoid a muck shower. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Then he slammed the door in Stella’s face. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Once upon a time,” Stella begins, “there was a human boy. He was visiting a gorilla family at a place called a zoo.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z They stand side by side, just the way Stella and Ruby used to do. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Mya and Camila high-five at his word choice, making Stella shoot them a glare before glancing over at me. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella barely heard him—she’d already moved to the rear of his wagon, standing on tippy-toes to better eye the treasures that he kept back there. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella looked back at the door to make sure it was still closed. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Gradually Stella added her own voice—higher, sweeter. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I might have...well...I might have seen one of the horses before,” Stella said. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella watched Spoon Man wander over toward where the neighbors, like moths, were hovering over the warmth of the fire pit. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z But when Stella finally got most of the ash and smoke off and fell into bed, her sleep was troubled. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Oh, I know you can, Mama,” Stella said quickly. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella kicked and kicked, forcing them back up to the surface. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella hollered after him, breaking into a run herself. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “If I promise to help Stella finish hers, can me and her look at this for a few minutes? Please? I have to return it soon.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella looks at me across the table, the look in her hazel eyes by far the best birthday present I could ever get. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “I see Stella when I look at you.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z As another stack of two-by-fours landed by her porch, Stella couldn’t help but think about how folks had come together when Spoon Man showed up. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella hurried to the door before it could close. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Jason is completely up to date on all things Stella, but I haven’t filled Hope in yet. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “No, they didn’t, Papa,” Stella replied, her finger tracing faster, faster. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s legs are shaking anxiously as she looks between Dr. Hamid and the camera. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Keep that up and I won’t let you have any of my cookies,” Stella warned, flicking flour his way. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella looked around frantically for a friendly face. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Looking back, I see Stella breathing heavily, struggling to catch her breath. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Reading and writing had come slowly to Stella, in spite of her mother’s wallpaper. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I can’t sleep. Do you know any stories the way Aunt Stella did?” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “Stella Mills is eleven years old,” the pastor continued. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I look from the table to Stella, knocked speechless. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella said after a few minutes of watching him hack at the wood. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I’m not so sure,” Stella said, gazing at the iron bars surrounding her. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella started wondering what she would feel like in their living room. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Besides the traitorous leaves, Stella could hear a pair of bullfrogs ba-rupping to each other, but nothing, not a single human voice, from across the pond. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella put her finger to her lips, trying to shush the twins, but people in the audience simply chuckled, and Mrs. Spencer waved back, happiness splashed across her face. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Stella, if you had been there, you still wouldn’t know.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z His voice broke, and he gave Stella what had to be his twentieth bear hug. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “But it’s not on you to make us feel better, okay? We’re your parents, honey. More than anything, we want you to be happy, Stella.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z I sit alone, still nervous, alternating between texting Jason and Hope and staring at the wall, images of Stella swirling around my head, separate moments over the past few weeks jumping out at me. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z My TV is off, so while we wait for the new neighbor, I ask Stella to tell us a story. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Slowly Stella makes her way up the rest of the ramp. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z If Stella's trying to keep me alive too, she must not completely hate me, right? Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “It sure is,” Stella replied, jerking her hand away and quickly remembering her mission. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella dropped the hammer, swung open the front door, and hollered, “Hey, Mama! The Spoon Man—he’s coming up the road, Mama! Come outside quick!” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Once home, Stella leaped onto the front porch and flung open the front door. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Papa opened the front door, took one look at Stella, and asked, “What the blazes happened?” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella could scarcely take her eyes off Paulette’s dress—it was a pale lavender, and clearly store-bought. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z And in less than half an hour, Stella’s front room was filled with the bristling anger of the black men of Bumblebee. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The two girls looked at Stella’s mother with pleading eyes. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella was always the one to find me first. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella looked over at Carolyn, who shrugged, then they both stood up and led the class in extra cheers for Helen. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella stopped and watched, then looked to the heavens and gave a simple prayer of thanks. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Mama’s eyes opened wide, registering shock, but Stella just kept rinsing the holes in her mother’s leg. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella stops short, her foot reaching slowly out to touch the ice, and she gradually puts more and more weight on it, testing it out beneath her shoe. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella’s fingertips stung as she washed up quickly and dashed back inside to the warmth of Mama’s fireplace. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Stella,” I ask, “did you hear the baby?” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z At dinner her parents were oddly quiet, and Stella could tell that tensions were swelling. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The girl clung to her desperately, but she stopped flailing while Stella made sure the girl’s head stayed above water. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Do you think,” she asks, “that I’ll die in this domain someday, like Aunt Stella?” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Her sister is rocking this clear and strong and powerful voice, while Stella’s is breathy and soft, smooth in all the right ways. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “If you’re not feeling well, Stella,” I say, “you could take a nap and tell us a story later.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “It’s just you and Stella,” I say, and for some reason, I feel we have let her down. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Taking a deep breath, I head to the gym to meet Stella, pushing open the door and walking past the rows of treadmills and ellipticals and stationary bikes. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “It doesn’t really matter, Stella. Even if she had seen it, that girl didn’t have much more power than you right then.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Far as I can tell, all they did was swear to help and protect each other—and us,” Stella said. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The door is barely closed before I fling my laptop open, calling Stella on Skype as I lie upside down off my bed, pink bedpan in one hand for mucus disposal. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Her eyes are like Stella’s, black and long-lashed, bottomless lakes fringed by tall grass. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z I sit up, my eyes focus on the screen, and I swipe right to read a text from Stella. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z I open the door to my room, surprised to see Stella backing up against the wall on the other side of the hallway. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella, mystified, let her cry, until she, too, was shaking with cold. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella fixes her face mask, looking back at me, her eyes meeting mine for a fraction of a second. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Is it truly Christmas in two days, Stella?” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The first day we met, Stella in her makeshift hazmat suit, the birthday dinner. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Henrietta, whose desk, like Stella’s, was close to the piano, leaped away screaming. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella and Jojo were at the door before the words were out of her mouth. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella peered into the darkness, and yes, she could clearly see the shape of a cow, and yes, it seemed to have no head! Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z After she helped her mother wash and put away the dishes, Stella curled up on her bed and pulled out her notebook. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Well, that wasn’t a helpful answer, Stella thought. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “As if fighting for her own life isn’t enough, she’s going to save the planet, too! Come show ’em whatcha got, Stella!” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Or the dry Stella D’oro cookies with their cement frosting, which he raves and raves about and manages to find even in the most remote locations. A Heart in a Body in the World 2018-09-18T00:00:00Z Stella doesn’t say anything for a long time. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Inside her domain, Stella paces as much as she’s able: two steps one way, two steps the other. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “Georgia supports me, but she was a mite trembly this morning. I brought Stella, though.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella’s father instantly shot an angry look in Mr. Pineville’s direction. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z He looked down at me, reaching out to hand me a dozen roses, my first roses, just like in the magazines and on Stella Dallas on the radio. Warriors Don't Cry: A Searing Memoir of the Battle to Integrate Little Rock's Central High 1994-01-01T00:00:00Z Stella was happy for an excuse to close her notebook. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I think that’s a good idea. And I think Stella would have agreed.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Sputtering and choking, the girl kept pulling at Stella’s arms, hair, anything she could grab. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I must give this paper an F, Stella,” Mrs. Grayson told Stella sadly at the end of the day, catching her as she was walking out the schoolhouse door. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Sounds like a great idea,” Stella told him, steering clear of his pretense at knighthood. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z She knelt close to Stella, then called out happily, “Ooh-wee! Look what I found—elderberries! These are surely the last of the season.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z There lay Stella’s treasure—an old cigar box. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z He pulled off a handful of gold and brown leaves and handed them to Stella with a flourish. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella called after him, only to hear her mother laughing. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella had never seen such desperation on her father’s face. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella did the best she could, but she really had no idea how to create the picture that Hazel wanted. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I think the hardest part of being a parent,” Stella added after a while, “would be keeping your babies safe from harm. Protecting them.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z I swipe to see a picture of Stella, looking cute as hell in a chef’s hat and holding a yellow balloon, a big smile on her face. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z She told Stella to heat the butter, toss a half cup of the popping corn in, cover it, and wait for the pop. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Yesterday, in the midst of the heat and the flames, Stella Mills showed absolute bravery and courage as she ran toward the fire to rescue little Hazel Spencer.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Claudia was out before Stella even had the blanket fully around her. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Now that, Stella thought as she did every morning, was like a house in one of her storybooks from school. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella reached over and placed her small hand on top of Papa’s gnarled fingers. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “What are we doing out here, Stella? These lungs are your chance for a real life.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z For a moment Stella wondered if Paulette was uncomfortable with what Kenneth was saying, but she quickly realized that wasn’t it. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella asked hopefully, now placing a slice of lumpy corn bread in front of him. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I can see Ruby next to Stella, sleeping soundly. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Mama and Stella looked at each other in agreement. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Oh, please don’t do that,” Stella begged in alarm. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Even fake boys on catalog covers got writing homework,” Stella muttered. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Seems like Stella isn’t the only one to get a second chance today. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “I shouldn’t have made that promise, Bob. I just wanted—” I point to Stella’s domain, and for a moment, it seems like I’ve forgotten how to breathe. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Blowing breast feathers off the bangs covering her forehead, Stella emerged moments later lugging a bulging sack, which she carted over to the rust-colored stump. The Milagro Beanfield War 1974-01-01T00:00:00Z “She’s waking up,” her dad says as Stella begins to stir. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella had never seen a grown man cry. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Just saying those words made Stella’s lips quiver. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Mornin’, Papa,” Stella said as he made his way to the table. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Ahh, nice try, Stella,” I say, laughing as a bright light comes on, illuminating their faces. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella could hear the clanking of its bell and the sound of it bumping into things. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Even though she and Tony were both in the fifth grade and had walked to school together since first grade, Stella felt a little self-conscious sitting in the dark with a boy. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I can’t, Stella,” he says softly, and I see his hand grip the doorframe through the crack. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Riker let out a gasp and then he was gone, and Stella gulped once and then swooped a circle through the clouds before diving back down. Dactyl Hill Squad 2018-09-11T00:00:00Z Stella said, taking the stirring spoon from her and peeping into the pot. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella could see Mrs. Spencer, a frenzied look on her face, with Hannah and at least half of her siblings, huddled together, staring at the inferno. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Let me get this plate to Mrs. Bates, then I’ll meet you at the barn,” Stella said as both girls picked up speed. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “We are not causing trouble, and I’m sure the sheriff has more important things to do than worry about where we are spending our day,” Stella’s father replied. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella plucked one of the dark-purple berries from the basket and lobbed it into her mouth. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I wasn’t expecting you to save my life,” Paulette replied, offering Stella her hand for the second time. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella yanked the boy close, dry leaves crunching beneath his bare feet. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Later that afternoon Stella could hear the raw sounds of chopping and hacking, the pounding of ax against wood. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella had shut the chickens inside their coop the night before. The Milagro Beanfield War 1974-01-01T00:00:00Z “Stella, wait!” he calls after me, but I need to see Will. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z When Stella got back home, she ran immediately to her mother, her eyes meeting her father’s. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella helped her father up from the floor. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The view spins onto Stella, a big smile on her face, her teeth as white and even as I predicted. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “I’m sorry I didn’t get up in time to help you make the fire, Mama,” Stella said, wrapping her fingers around a hot mug of apple tea. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella closed her eyes, thinking of the rich chocolate icing her mother whipped up and slathered on a warm layer cake. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella could tell she was trying to get the play back on track. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “The Stella? That's been closed for a few months now.'' Victor's heart leaped. “ The Thief Lord 2002-09-01T00:00:00Z Stella nodded, and her mother raised the bottle until the last drop was gone. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Humph,” was all Stella heard in reply as the woman hobbled off. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The door to Stella’s room closes behind the both of them, and I look back at Julie. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z One dress, in a pale, sea-green color, made Stella trace its outline with longing. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When he returns, he doesn’t talk about Stella. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z The Stella from two weeks ago would never be this stupid. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Settle down, settle down, now,” Stella whispered, stroking the dog’s back. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella had never seen her lose her temper or yell at one of her children, not even once. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Her mother smoothed her hair and tried to still Stella’s heaving shoulders. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Mama, her hair wrapped in paper-bag curlers, and Papa, grabbing his shotgun from above the mantel, reached Jojo just as Stella did. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z While the men talked in heated whispers in the kitchen, Stella and Dr. Hawkins’s son, Anthony, sat outside on the front steps. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I look across the table at Stella, winking. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Slowly, noon comes, the door busting open as Stella’s parents come back, Camila and Mya trailing a few feet behind, cafeteria food containers piled high in everyone’s hands. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Just set everything on the big table outside, girls, and thank you kindly,” Stella’s mother sang out. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella and John came over in the evening and we ordered in some Chinese food. Atonement 2001-09-20T00:00:00Z “Tell your daddy to get to my house right away,” Stella whispered urgently. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella couldn’t be sure, but she skipped along with her friends, glad Mama had come along. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z As Stella caught her breath, she told her parents everything. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I open my browser and type Stella Grant into Google, not expecting much. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella remembered how proud folks had been last year when Liza Twitty had left for college in Atlanta. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The person dug their fingers into Stella’s shoulder. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella says that humans found it odd that the huge silverback didn’t kill the boy. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella scrambled to the side of the road just as they reached her. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I casually swing around the corner to see Stella leaning against the door to the cafeteria, a look of pure joy filling her face when she sees me. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella could think of nothing more to say. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “You can’t get cholera from cold water,” Stella scoffed, crossing her arms. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z They clucked and squawked in protest, but for all Stella cared, they could be made into chicken soup that very minute. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella wanted to run for help, wanted to run to the Spencers’, wanted to run home to her mother. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Stella, can you recite for Mr. Pineville here what you learned in school last week?” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella ran her fingers gently over the round black letter keys, pressing the S for Stella part of the way down, watching the type bar rise up toward the roller. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “We could be next,” Stella’s mother said, grasping his arm. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “That’s a painting by Mr. Norman Rockwell,” Stella’s mother told the girls. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “They think I’m too old to cause trouble,” Stella says. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella had never thought about it quite like that. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella laughed and paged through the clothing section again, her face slowly growing more serious. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I hear her tired voice and think of all the tricks Stella has learned. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z “Stella, your mama wants you to go get Doc Hawkins, and then run on over to the general store,” Papa said. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “And he told me a joke. I really like Ivan, Aunt Stella.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z He reached into the pocket of his overalls and gave Stella two dimes and a nickel. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z And finally, slowly, ever so slowly, Stella tiptoed across the floor, carefully avoiding the floorboard that she knew would creak. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella clutched the mug tighter and blew on her tea. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z A look from her mother let Stella know she needed to disappear for a bit as well, and she was glad to do so. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Mrs. Cooper peered out the door with a gasp and shooed Stella away. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I told Bob he could work in the shows like Snickers, the poodle who rides Stella. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z I walk to the pool steps, sliding out of my pants, and stand there for a moment in just my boxers, the water and Stella calling to me. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Dr. Hamid is there, a stethoscope pressed to Stella’s chest as she listens to her lungs. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Hi, Barb. We thought you were off tonight. Can we make you a plate? Stella’s just about to start the entertainment.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “I’ll make some extra tea for Tony and take it to his mama,” Stella’s mother told her as they pushed their way through some brambles. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella covered her brother’s lips with her fingers to quiet him. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z He’d contracted polio a few years back—the only person in town who had, as far as Stella knew. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella pushes past Mack, nearly knocking him over. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z After most folks had been served, Stella picked up a plate, relieved that the boys had left a few hush puppies—they were one of her favorites too. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Mya and Camila sit on the opposite side of the table, securing the distance between Stella and me. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “I promise, Stella,” I say in a voice like my father’s. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella had generally preferred eating the goodies rather than cooking them, but Mama’s years of gentle lessons were paying off now. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z In spite of everything, Stella laughed out loud. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Mr. and Mrs. Spencer couldn’t stop thanking Stella and exclaiming to her parents. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella watched the eagle circle and glide, and thought back to Spoon Man’s story. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella figured sticking those leaves back on the branches would be easier than trying to move the stuff in her head to the empty blue lines in her notebook. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Pastor Patton, arms raised so his robe looked like wings, reminded Stella of Spoon Man’s eagle—perched and waiting. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “But even with my brood, we’re gonna have more than enough. So I’m glad to be able to give as well as take—here are some things for Stella and Jojo.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I stand in Stella’s doorway again, watching the steady rise and fall of her bandaged chest, her new lungs working perfectly. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z I quickly grab the rolled-up Post-it note from inside, unfurling it to see a message written in Stella’s neat handwriting. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella and Jojo then ran on to the house of the only Negro doctor in town, Dr. Hawkins, then to the schoolteacher’s, then to every other right-side house on Riverside Road. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella looked up at the dark clouds still scudding across the sky. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella cried when their heads broke the surface once more. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella opened her mouth to complain, to ask why Jojo couldn’t help, but a dagger glance from her mother shut her up real quick. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella walked over to the window and looked out. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella paused and smoothed his bushy hair, trying to figure out the best way to answer. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “First of all, Stella dear, you know Mercedes Rael is much too old to drive. And second of all—” Then she stopped. The Milagro Beanfield War 1974-01-01T00:00:00Z A dog named Snickers rides on Stella’s back. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella was relieved when all eyes moved to look at Hazel, who stood up and gazed around with as confused a look as Stella imagined she herself had on her face. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I tell my troop about Mack and Ruby and Bob and Stella and Julia and George, about my mother and father and sister. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z The freeway billboard has a drawing of Mack in his clown clothes and Stella on her hind legs and an angry animal with fierce eyes and unkempt hair. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z But what was new, Stella saw, was that everyone was staring boldly back at him, no eyes cast down. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Her mother took the broom from Stella’s hands. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “So, my little sister, Stella, is here tonight,” she says, pointing directly at Stella. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z People crowd around Ruby and Stella’s domain, oohing and ahhing at the sight of a such a tiny elephant. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Stella remembers every moment since she was born: every scent, every sunset, every slight, every victory. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z It was startling to Stella how busy a small city could be—the cars, the buildings, the people acting like they had important things to do. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Folks on Stella’s side of town worked as maids and cooks, janitors and sharecropping farmers. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella could smell onions simmering in the big dented pot on the stove, supper already in progress. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Stella, Jojo, run go tell everybody to bring a little potluck if they can. Tell ’em to bring the younguns, bring the old folks. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Ruby’s eyes go wide when Snickers jumps on Stella’s back, then leaps onto her head. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z When else is added, the s goes after else: “Stella is mine, and nobody else’s, ” said Stanley. Woe Is I 1996-01-01T00:00:00Z Mama came out of the house, glanced at the clean chicken area, and told Stella she’d done a nice job. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella asked, poking at the gathered bits in the basket. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Night, Stella,” I say, hesitating before pressing the end-call button and closing my laptop. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella carefully held a dipperful to her mother's parched lips, again and again, until Mama fell asleep. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella froze until the second scream came, this one louder, more desperate. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella had just cupped her hand around the last egg in the nest, the chicken huffing and fluffing its feathers, when her father came into the coop on Saturday morning. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z A wee little voice called out from inside the labyrinth of roots, a tangle that had, Stella now saw, a hidey-hole in its center. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Well, don’t bring the cold in here with you, boy,” Mama cried out, releasing Stella. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella kicked up red dust the whole rest of the way home, wondering if she dared. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella and the others moved uncertainly to the front of the church. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Stella girl! Praise the Lord! Mrs. Odom here heard about the snakebite, got in her car, and drove all the way to Raleigh to get Dr. Hawkins from his medical conference!” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z She took Stella’s hand and walked from the piano to the front of the church. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The next morning, as Stella was washing up out at the pump, her father joined her, a strange look on his face. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z The tyrannosaurus was still dangling from Stella’s claws and Riker still clung to its saddle with one hand, Magdalys’s ankle clutched in the other. Dactyl Hill Squad 2018-09-11T00:00:00Z Stella the pteranodon swooped out of the night, landing with one huge claw on the neck of the tyrannosaurus, pinning it to the dusty ground. Dactyl Hill Squad 2018-09-11T00:00:00Z This thing with Stella has been happening so fast, I haven’t really had a chance to catch him up. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “I didn’t know what to do, Papa,” Stella said, feeling her calm disappear and frenzy setting in. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella noticed a few townspeople slowing down as they passed by; none of the faces looked pleasant. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella finally asked Tony, who looked warm in a woolen jacket. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Well, except for all the blood,” Stella said. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Could you help me lift it out, Stella? It’s a mite heavy.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “My beautiful, bossy Stella,” Will says, his face appearing on the screen, his hair its usual charming mess, his smile as lopsided as ever. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella picked at a hangnail, but for the first time in many Sundays, she tried to pay close attention. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella had stayed up far too late writing. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella slipped into her own seat, next to the upright piano that Mrs. Grayson plinked out hymns and folk songs and ballads on. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella helped her sit up, and, finding her own coat, wrapped it around the girl’s thin shoulders. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Good one, Ruby,” I say, watching Stella stroke Ruby’s back with her trunk. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Settling back into the armchair, I pull up YouTube for the millionth time, making my way as usual to Stella’s last video. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z Stella kept her eyes on the Bazooka as Kenneth went on. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “It truly is, Jojo,” Stella assured her brother for the seventieth time. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z God, no wonder Stella was so obsessive about staying alive. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z As Stella approached, something moved in the undergrowth. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “I’m going to need help, Stella. It’s just me.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “Your life is everything, Stella. You affect people more than you know.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z When her father burst back into the house in a rush of frigid air, Stella’s mother jumped up. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z I look across the table, smiling at Stella, and mouth a “thank you.” Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z “I don’t really know for sure,” Stella told him. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella couldn’t hold it back any longer—she burst into tears, not caring a whit who saw her. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z But Stella couldn’t sleep this December night, so even though she knew her parents would disapprove, she’d tiptoed outside to think. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “Tell your mama her beans will go perfect with the killed lettuce. I hope Mrs. Odom is bringin’ her famous corn pone,” Stella’s mother said as she stirred another pot. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Mama dozed while Stella washed the dishes, swept the house and both porches, and peeled potatoes for supper. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When her feet could feel the bottom, Stella heaved the girl onto the bank. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z When I click on it, it takes me to Stella’s newest video, posted exactly three minutes ago. Five Feet Apart 2018-11-20T00:00:00Z And there she is, so small she can fit underneath Stella with room to spare. The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z The man’s shirt was wrinkled and stained with sweat under the arms, and Stella could see bits of the egg he must have had for breakfast in his beard. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella couldn’t begin to imagine what they were going through. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella was all the more aware of her bare feet, but she walked in with as much dignity as she could when the pastor opened the door to that office. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z Stella squatted by Jojo at the fire, where he was rolling two marbles between his palms, and pulled him close. Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z “A good zoo,” Stella says, “is a large domain. A wild cage. A safe place to be. It has room to roam and humans who don’t hurt.” The One and Only Ivan 2012-01-17T00:00:00Z Amazed, Stella asked her, “So why did you take your shoes off? It’s freezing out here.” Stella by Starlight 2015-01-06T00:00:00Z |
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