But since the day she had lain sick and desolate in the garden at Twelve Oaks and said: " I won't look back, " she had set her face against the past.

但是，自从那一天她晕倒在" 十二橡树" 村那荒凉的果园里，说了" 我决不回顾" 的话以后，她就始终坚决反对谈过去的事了。