I feel that I got lucky, because any sensive security was pulled out from under me.

我感到幸运是因为所有的安全感都抛在了脑后。

That had always been my life and I really I feel that I got lucky, because any sensive security was pulled out from under me so I was forced to look forward.

那总是我生活的一部分，我觉得我非常幸运，是因为我心里所有的安全感都被抽离，所以我被迫向前看，我必须向前。