" O my God, my God" ! murmured Armand, and turned paler than before.

" 噢！我的上帝！我的上帝！" 阿尔芒自言自语，他的脸色更加苍白了。

For it was her desire, O my God, that I should acknowledge thee as my Father rather than him.

因为她的愿望是， 我的上帝啊， 我应该承认你是我的父亲， 而不是他。

What was it that thou didst do at that time, O my God; how unsearchable are the depths of thy judgments!

我的上帝啊， 你当时做了什么？你的判断何其深奥！

I fell away from thee, O my God, and in my youth I wandered too far from thee, my true support.

我的上帝啊， 我远离了你， 在我年轻的时候， 我离你——我真正的依靠——太远了。

Let the proud laugh at me, and those who have not yet been savingly cast down and stricken by thee, O my God.

我的上帝啊， 让那些骄傲的人嘲笑我， 还有那些还没有被你击倒和打击的人。

Bear with me, O my God, while I speak a little of those talents, thy gifts, and of the follies on which I wasted them.

我的上帝啊，请容忍我，让我谈谈你的才华、你的天赋，以及我浪费它们的愚蠢行为。

Thus it was that I loved men on the basis of other men's judgment, and not thine, O my God, in whom no man is deceived.

因此，我爱人是基于别人的判断， 而不是你的判断，我的上帝啊， 没有人会被你欺骗。

Yet, O my God, my life, my holy Joy, what is this that I have said? What can any man say when he speaks of thee?

鉴于以上种种，我的上帝，我的生命，我的神圣的喜悦啊，我还能说什么呢？谁又能在谈到祢是说什么呢？

I ask thee, O my God, for I would gladly know if it be thy will, to what good end my baptism was deferred at that time?

我的上帝啊， 我问你，如果这是你的意愿， 我很乐意知道，当时推迟我的洗礼有什么好处？

Not to thee, O my God, but to my own kind in thy presence--to that small part of the human race who may chance to come upon these writings.

我的上帝啊， 不是为了你， 而是为了你面前的我自己——为了人类中可能偶然读到这些著作的那一小部分人。

Woe is me! Do I dare affirm that thou didst hold thy peace, O my God, while I wandered farther away from thee? Didst thou really then hold thy peace?

祸哉是我！我的上帝啊，当我远离你时，我敢肯定你保持沉默吗？那么你真的保持沉默了吗？

" I wish I was one" ! Rutter sobbed. " I wish I had his revolver to blow my own brains out. It's lying under him. O my God, my God" !

“我希望我是一个” ！鲁特抽泣着。“我希望我有他的左轮手枪来炸掉我自己的脑袋。它就在他身下。我的上帝，我的上帝” ！

I wish now to review in memory my past wickedness and the carnal corruptions of my soul--not because I still love them, but that I may love thee, O my God.

现在我想回顾我过去的邪恶和我灵魂的肉体腐败▁-▁不是因为我仍然爱他们, 而是为了爱你, 我的上帝。

But if " I was conceived in iniquity, and in sin my mother nourished me in her womb, " where, I pray thee, O my God, where, O Lord, or when was I, thy servant, ever innocent?

但是，如果“我是在罪孽中怀胎的，我的母亲在罪孽中养育了我”，那么，我的上帝啊，我在哪里，或者什么时候，我，你的仆人，曾经是无辜的呢？