Kitty, in terror of the disease, took it with the feeling not only that she was thus maliciously avenging herself on Walter, but that she was flouting her own desperate fears.

凯蒂对这种疾病感到恐惧， 她觉得自己不仅是在恶意报复沃尔特，而且是在蔑视自己绝望的恐惧。

Later on she had come to Paris from a shop at Langres, and was avenging herself in the capital for all the kicks with which her father had regaled her when at home.

后来她从 Langres 的一家商店来到巴黎，在首都报复她父亲在家时对她的所有踢打。