" Monsieur, I should lay myself open to calumny" .

“先生，我应该让自己受到诽谤”。

I shall have to lay myself open to such a catechist, and I am not sure that I am prepared to do it'.

我将不得不向这样的传教士敞开心扉， 但我不确定我是否准备好这样做了。