He felt that he was almost a criminal, that he had been playing with his emotions and seeking forbidden fruit, wandering homelessly in the world, while Nature himself had been preparing for him a nest where sympathy and happiness awaited him.

他觉得自己几乎是个罪犯，一直在玩弄自己的感情，寻找禁果，在人间漂泊无家可归，而大自然却在为他准备一个巢穴，等待着他的是同情和幸福。