I don't think it's, yeah, I think maybe back in 2009, I think there was probably some guardedness going on.

我不是这么想的，嗯，我想可能在2009年的时候，我可能会有些戒备心理。

So I opted outside of my usual guardedness.

所以我选择了我一贯的谨慎态度。

And he thinks about Henry's guardedness, the way he carries himself with a careful separation from the world around him, the tension at the corner of his mouth.

他想到了亨利的戒心，想到了他小心翼翼地与周围世界分离的方式，想到了他嘴角的紧张。