I'm dictating this under great emotional strain.

我在极大的情绪压力下口述这份报告。

Man alive! How I wish I had had the sense, years ago, to put stop-loss orders on my impatience, on my temper, on my desire for self-justification, on my regrets, and on all my mental and emotional strains.

活着的人！多年前，我多么希望我能有意识，为我的不耐烦、脾气、自我辩解的欲望、后悔以及我所有的精神和情感压力设置止损单。