I liked him better drunk, down and out, hungry and beaten and proud. Or did I? Maybe I just liked being top man. His reasons for things were hard to figure.

我更喜欢他醉酒、落魄、饥饿、殴打和骄傲。还是我？也许我只是喜欢当头号人物。他做事情的原因很难理解。