What means that burning Cross upon your forehead, and why did the sight of it strike such horror to my soul'?

你额头上燃烧的十字架是什么意思，为什么看到它让我的灵魂如此恐惧？

She had phrased it once self-reproachfully by saying to herself that she " never could remember him, " so completely did the sight of him supersede the counterfeit about which her fancy wove its perpetual wonders.

有一次，她自责地说她“永远记不起他了”，这样一来，他的形象就完全取代了她幻想中编织出永恒奇迹的假货。