But I am only deluding myself thus.

但我只是在自欺欺人。

'At all events I shall never delude myself that you are madly in love with me, ' she retorted.

“无论如何，我永远不会自欺欺人地认为你疯狂地爱着我，”她反驳道。

No, never again I will, as I used to like doing so much, delude myself into thinking that Siddhartha was wise!

不，我再也不会像过去那么喜欢那样自欺欺人地认为悉达多是明智的！

Misshapen from my birth-hour, how could I delude myself with the idea that intellectual gifts might veil physical deformity in a young girl's fantasy?

我出生时就畸形了，我怎么能在一个年轻女孩的幻想中用智力天赋可能掩盖身体畸形的想法来欺骗自己呢？